There is nothing like watching yourself make mistakes and then knowing the whole world is going to see those mistakes. Vivian and Francine both knew about each other and both of them knew why I wanted to leave New York, which was for my career and to figure out things once and for all with Francine. I had always been honest with both of them about my feelings for the other but there are no excuses for what I did. Francine and I were having a great time together but as usual in our relationship something always happens to trigger a fight, we just take turns on who shoots first! It wasn’t cool of me to call Vivian when Francine was in the other room. I should have been more respectful to both of these wonderful girls. However, it was day two in a new city, and Francine was riding me the whole time with stuff from the past…. I didn’t know what to do. I was torn and when you are torn you do foolish things.  I was very excited to meet the other girls, I had noooo idea all that drama erupted that night; I guess I was in LA LA land with Franny. The ending of this episode about sums it all up.  I never knew I was such a bad crier! 

Good times ahead hopefully stay tuned to watch what happens!