Last night’s episode was great to watch, although it did bring back all the old anxieties of Claire moving here to LA back to the forefront of my mind. Claire was my first love and sometimes I do miss that closeness with her, but I don’t miss the drama.  I don’t miss the stress, and I definitely don’t miss the anxiety our relationship caused me.  It’s a miracle all my hair didn’t fall out.  I really didn’t think her reasons for moving were valid… I never know what that girl is really up to!!  But I do admit it’s a little romantic to know she left her girlfriend to travel 2500 miles to figure out her feelings, but it doesn’t even matter ‘cause I’m not that girl anymore.  And what’s up with her “type”?! You think I might have been the catalyst for that one?! I never saw myself as that Asian… Growing up in Hawaii, I guess you don’t really realize you are the minority being Asian…

 When I see the other girls, it makes me feel better to know I’m not the only one with excess drama.  I’m excited to see their stories and confident in the fact that I’m not the only one who is clueless as to what will happen next in my life, where love will take me, and which way I’ll go.  I guess you’ll all have to tune in to find out.

P.S. Is it just me, or am I getting cues to get more tattoos??