This episode brings back a lot of difficult emotions. It’s hard to watch the person you love crying over something you’re doing. Even though Vivian and I had known for over a year that I was moving to LA, nothing can prepare you for the emotions you feel when you are about to leave a place and a person you call home. Leaving Vivian that morning was the worst; I saw our entire relationship flash before my eyes. I however knew this was something I had to do. I had to stop living in the past and deal with my feelings for Francine once and for all. I also, had to try and make my dream of creating a fashion website, a reality. Having lived in NYC for eight years, I felt I needed a change of scenery and a breath of fresh air.
There is nothing like getting off of a six-hour flight and being welcomed with five years of pent up aggression (j/k Francine!). I totally understand why Francine responded to me the way she did, I just wish we could have enjoyed each other’s company and a glass of wine before throwing down. With love you often don’t follow the rules and in my relationship with Francine, this is so very true.
Anyways, watch Episode 2 to find out what all goes down.